but now im sitting here thinking i mess the whole thing up.

I got a feeling that I'm gonna get low marks for mt oral. I actually said "so", "err", "fuck", "dorang". arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
This is bullshit.
*inputs Brent's accent.
Yesterday was one of the best NCC outings ever. We had our battletrail, we'll earn a Bronze Total Defence Badge. We used Samsung Omnia to get around town and answer the quiz. I had lotsa fun with the girls. Kalau tahu, bawak camera seh! The bad thing is that we walked all the way. I think we walk more than 10km. We passed thru 3 MRT Stations. We went to places like Fullerton Hotel, Clarke Quey, Fort Canning Park, Supreme Court and more.

Why must the class be at the funniest when we're fasting? -.-"
This days, I really cant help it. I will laugh even at the not so funny things. During english today, Andi made the whole class laugh. I love 1/3. I started laughing when Khairul starts ceramah-ing. Marios is getting funnier this days, he will team up with Brent and make me and Gladys laugh. Cliff and Tze Sheng will be making us laugh. Now, even Akila is turning funnier. And I'm embracing narcissism. JUST KIDDING! ily!

I screwed the whole thing up. argh. k, bye.

the littlest things.

*UPDATED /YAY, MY BLOGGER'S OKAY.
So, I went to Punggol Park for phototakingcip
It was blardy fun. Despite when Matthew ate french fries infront of me. -.-"
When we went there, the first thing we said was "WHOAA!" then, everyone take out phones and cameras and started taking pictures. Thank god I brought mine! No one exactly clean the place place except for Nicholas and his friends. -.-"

I OWN-ED ANA SYAZANAAAAAAAAAAA! :D
hahahhahahhahahahhahahahahahaha.

THANKS ASYURA FO DA PICTURES BELOW.


Its wonderful to see how we get along with each other eventhough we are from different primary schools.





i miss adobephotoshop :(

i dont love you, like I did,yesterday.

HAPPY FASTING! :D

I hate it when my parents are blardy biased and over-protective.

On Wednesday, it was one of the best days. Surprisingly, I was one of the top people for the English Compo Test. When Ms Kamath called my name and said I had 20, I thought it was the wrong person, but suddenly, it was really me. The highest was Nicholas, with 24. Ajhita got 22. Akila got 21. There are some others who also get 20 and above, like Alvin. Secondly, on the same day, we got our results for the Test on Angles. I got a dinstinction! My first one! :D If only I did the statement correctly, I could have gotten 14/15. I only got one wrong. wtf. Gladys got lotsa careless mistakes. Pity her, she was walau-ing all the way.

Im trying to be a real nice girl this month. But theres a voice inside my head saying, you'll never reach it.

I spend the night messaging Akila about freedom and how we're gonna be when we're adults and more. I ended up getting messages like "ROFL!", "MUHAHAHHAHAHA" 'LOL!" and more.
HAHAAHA! Ellysha Insyirah, Zuko & Suki, Sayyat Redwan and Zhafri! LOOOOOOOOOL.

A walking disaster
The son of allbastards
You regret you made me
its too late to save me
(walking disaster - Sum 41)

but im tired of holding this inside my head.

ARGH.I.HATE.BLOGGER.

So, hows life?

Me and my siblings suddenly reflected about our childhood. We talk about the weirdest things we did and saw and laughed like shit. I remember how other people tegur us cos we call each other by name and not by Kakak or Abang or whatever. I had forgetten what we talked about but I remembered laughing.

This days, our class is usually dismissed late. Why? Cos we're blardy hell noisy. The last period was art. Ms Yeo said that our class is the noisiest class she ever had. Our history teacher even screamed at us today. I remember the look on our literature tacher's face everytime when she enters our class cos the period before that is english and we're always making lotsa noise and always our litreture will always scold us at her loudest. I remember during science and CME nearly half of the class will always have to stand outside and he will be talking about attitude to us.

Today.
Marios pissed me off, so I pissed him off back and he'll be pissing me off again and finally, i made him really really pissed off.
So today, Marios irritated me. I threw stuff at him and he'll be saying in his irritating voice "oh, you missed!" When his finger bled, I screamed "RETRIBUTION!" at his face. But finally, I pissed him off big time. I open his bag and took his pe shorts and threw it on the floor. 5 minutes later, Eachery saw and threw it around. Since I my head was on the table and I didnt know what was happening, I heard Marios said "OI!" and then, Eachery thew the pants and it landed on my head. -.-"  The people at that side was laughing like crazy. I returned it to Marios and instead of threatening me saying "oh, you diee!", he kicked me without hesitating. I didnt react so that he think Im strong. (eventhough theres a bit blue black.) Lol, retribution. When I look at him, HIS EYES WERE WATERY. Instead of saying sorry, I said, "ehh, you crying!" He kept quiet and show me his pissed-off face. In the end, I said sorry but he kept quiet. I wanted to say __________ but I just said to myself in soft tone, and you call yourself a man.

Ohh, during P.E, I laughed like mad. Even Khairul looked at me with his "whats-with-this-girl" face. Me and Asyura were the only ones laughing like crazy. We played soccer but I spend my time laughing.
And the math test, I dont know how to the reasons for the angles thing. -.-"

I remembered laughing when Shukree said Brent didnt come to school cos Manchester United lost to Chelsea. Surprisingly, I watched that match cos I had nothing to do so I disturbed my brother when he was watching by talking to him and asking quetions like "eh, Luqman, ni live eh?" But he didnt replied a single thing I asked him. -.-"



Fasting month is next week and my Battletrail @ Fort Canning is next week.
But nvm, cos its during school time which means I get to skip lesson. HAHAH. And also cos I'm gonna have fun with those girls up there^^

Now its just a bar fight.

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now.
I never meant to start a war
To __________, sorry.

I woke up late today and my sister said she is gonna make me late for school. When she was bathing, I ran out of house. My maid started laughing, lol. I went out with my hair still down. -.-" I went to the Minimart near my house to buy a comb to tie my hair and went to seven eleven then to Akila house. (But when I went home after CCA, she acted normal.)
It started with mother tongue today. I finally passed my class test. The first test I passed this year was my Mid-Year-Test? And, during the Peribahasa test, I really thought I will get lowest in class, but, I got 16 out of 20!
After that wa DNT, three periods. -.-" But, my DNT teacher was absent. We went to the DNT room and we were left there, with no teacher. Matthew and some others were playing with the things there and Matthew took the hammer thing and hitting people. The funniest was when he hit Qusy's ass. Cliff was singing and I was laughing at the lyrics. Khairul and Qusy were talking about sparing and dont know what else. At 10 00, the other teacher came and gave us our test. I can swear to you I dont know how to do!
We had PT during CCA and played captain's ball. I didnt really participate much during the last game, because there were more players. Part A vs Part B and Part C. We lost 7-3. Lol, the Part Cs were the life of the game.

I used to be love drunk, but now Im hungover.
hah, addicted to that song, thanks to my brother. Heh.


LOL.

its like my iPod stuck on replay.

heyho.
I'm sorta lazy to post but Asyura ask me to write and so here it is.

I hated yesterday, it was really embarassing. For some reasons, I cried. Thank god Marios and Brent didnt come if not, Marios will call me a cry baby even though it will be the first time he see me cry in three year; and Brent will be making lotsa noise. When in class, the class is more quiter -.-" BORING! So, I faced down and when I heard Matthew whispered sorry, I looked up and saw two tissue packets and Nakiah was beside me. When I looked around, Khairin showed a paper writing We're Sorry!

A period later.

I managed to cool down during CME, we had to be in our groups and Matthew was with us. Beside us was Khairin. Matthew spin a bottle and said things like "Who think Rudran is hot?" When they spin the bottle and said __________ and everyone was expecting it to be pointing at me as it was affliated to me. Then,IT STOPPED AT ME. Everyone laughed like hell and Mr Seet made our group present our presentation first. I didnt cry. [!!!!] Instead, I threw Poon's bag at Matthew. Hell yeah am I so aghasted.

After NCC, I was super duper fatigue. Since we were not up to standard yesterday, we had to do pumping and hentak kaki for dont know how many minutes. When doing pumping, I reflected to what happend during NCC camp so I kept whispering, You did worst than this before, Syaza! I felt sian, after that. But when I look at my Surgeant's face, I suddenly realise that we were really like (inserts whatever you think we are). During break, they apologised cos __________. So after break, we buck up. But after break, we only improved abit, and so we had to hentak kaki. Like what my dear A PC (assistant platoon commander) always say, ENDURE! But after that, they talk to us and it was really like parent-child-bonding or something.

I heared Brent singing this during the National Day Celebration when we sang 'Home' and I laughed like crazy. Then Asyura gave me this link and now,Im laughing more crazy. Its a poor thing that Brent is not coming for a week. The whole class miss him, kay, some.

it take time to realize that your warmth is crashing down on in.

argh, screw msn.
Today, I found out that Syaza Syazwani is my extreme far cousin. I wanted to screenshot but im using the laptop and I dont know how to screenshot.

Syaza Nazeiraah. says:
eh, syaza, you know who Nurul Aqilah bte Zakariah?
pinksyaz says:
ya she my cuz
pinksyaz says:
knp ngan dya
Syaza Nazeiraah. says:
that one also my cousin.
Syaza Nazeiraah. says:
you ask her, my sister fatin.
pinksyaz says:
ahhh serious
Syaza Nazeiraah. says:
she got bro name irfan ehh?
Syaza Nazeiraah. says:
far cousin.
KH^!R1N.......the GREAT says:
korang cousin
KH^!R1N.......the GREAT says:
hahahahah
pinksyaz says:
uhm aqilah tkde bro nama irfan
Akeela // says:
?
pinksyaz says:
aku ada lah

heheheheh, cant stop laughing. argh, i cant login my msn. if not, i'll be laughing like crazy right now.

i wonder what matthew was thinking.

hahaha, cliff chow.




and, Happy National Day!

<3
hehe

actually, im not related. My sister knew her cousin.

im so glad i found you.

Hey. Yesterday, i had my CIP at Sungei Tampines which is next to my house. Me and Eachery planned to go home during the cip but only Eachery did. I stayed at Arnold's and ate french fries. argh, i forgotten to bring my camera, so, I used Akila's. We took lotsa pictures. Since Akila havent upload and Gladys tagged me on facebook, I will post her pictures. All of us didnt exactly clean the place. We started slacking when we reached there. Our plastic is so light.


hahahaha, Cliff and the shelterless umbrella.

Just now was the National Day Celebration.Before that, we had a walk around the neigbourhood. They boys were singing and Gladys all were playing songs from their phones. All the small things. In the hall, Brent was obviously joking around making people laugh. Then, it was the 'Crestians Got Talent' competition. 1/2 was super hyper, voting for Haizal. Azlin had loads of supporters, Haizal rock the guitar, Zhafran & Nazri played lovebug and it was bloody hell nice and Ms Sheilia said that "Nazri has a very very very very very good voice", everyone was 'wow'-ing when Samuel played the piano, Lyn and Hazimah had a great voice and Huzaifah did the moonwalk. In the end, Huzaifah was in third position, Lyn was in second place and Zhafran and Nazri were in first place. Jia ling and Asyura managed to take a video. Our class's mascot was a disaster. PLAIN! Our mascot wore his p.e shirt and bermudas only. -.-" We dont plan, we do.

:) :)
And, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, NUR SARAHHHH!

now i know, how i feel about you now.

Now, I keep posting. -.-" My sister, brother and I are online. My mum let us use the laptop, but my sister had to use the com, HAHA! and all of us spend the whole day on facebook.
wo tao yan ni, wu chi mu gou, mao yang.
At least im kind ya know. you're not the only one who knows how to talk in another lauguage ya know? thanks asyuraaaaaa
thanks asyura/khairul.
edited on the day after this post, im lucky im in love with my best friend.