Damned if I do ya

Im currently at overseas and Im chatting with my sister via msn because we're so far away.

FIRSTLY, MERRY CHRISTMAS.
I love christmas because my family and I celebrates it. We had a log cake, presents and more. But mostly, we had a christmas tree. Its no point having christmas without a christmas tree, ya know. Amen.

Reasons why I will be having difficulties next year.
Firstly, I have been sleeping and waking up late. I tried sleeping early once but I cant, I freaking cant. So it would be a challenge for me. Secondly, my homework's gone. Die. Thirdly, I have no mood for school :(

Reasons why I love this holiday.
Firstly, we have 2 months plus holiday. So its a November-Decemberholiday, which is better than primary school's one which was only one month ++Secondly, I spend my time sleeping all day. I sleep from 4 am to 2pm. Thirdly because Kevin McCallister's a super great liar. Awesome. And oh, I've finally watched New Moon. Like, finally.

Think about it, an eight years old shopping alone, I dont think so.

Oh no, my family is in Florida and Im in New York. ^^

I fought it for a long time now
While drowning in a river of denial
I washed up, fixed up, picked up all my broken things
Cause you left me police scene chalk line
Tequila shots in the dark scene of the crime
Suburban living with a feeling that I’m giving up everything for you

Uh oh oh how was I supposed to know
That you were oh oh over me
I think that I should go
Somethings telling me to leave but I won't
Cause I’m damned if I do ya, damned if I don't